RuPaul: I used depression to justify bad behaviour

“As a result of, and I do know, I’ve achieved it myself, my darkness, my melancholy will justify my potential to get away with a variety of different dangerous behaviour… (and I feel) ‘effectively, the world has achieved me dangerous’… ‘effectively, you understand, F you all, I’m (going to) do my very own factor, no matter I needed’… letting go of that melancholy, letting go of that form of get out of jail free card isn’t really easy as a result of it turns into part of your justification system, proper?”